Monday, August 15, 2016

BICYCLE DAYS

Back then summer was heaven. A few months of no school, few rules, and fun friends. A magic season despite the heat, chigger bites, bruises, and sun burns.

Unless it was very dark, very rainy, or you were sick or being punished, everyone was an outside kid during those long ago summers. It was "out of the house" time from just after breakfast until the last lighting bug found a safe spot away from our grasp and a glass jar prison. Also, we captured, teased, and tortured turtles, lizards, snakes, toads and other small creatures. War games with toy soldiers arranged for battle and attacked by our BB gun pellets also provided great amusement. Big green June bugs and tiny Japanese beetles were non biting fun things, especially if any girls were nearby. The local creeks were our fishing holes and swimming spot until we saw too many undulating water moccasins. From the banks we observed floating massive lazy carp, graceful water birds, and snagged small perch to feed my moms cats. We combined simple pursuits with lots of imagination in filling our summer days.

Above all our bicycles gave us the most adventure and entertainment. My main friend during this time was Tommy Bunting who lived about a mile away. Tommy, other kids, and my cousins joined in our daily escapades from time to time. Our bikes gave us wings to explore the world beyond our homes.

Bicycles represented our earliest freedom to travel within the limits of parental boundaries and usually beyond. Our bikes were thick tired, one speed, heavy, fender free machines. Their newness and factory shine quickly wore off as we raced through underbrush, and wrecked coming off homemade ramps. Of course we wore no helmets, and miraculously survived numerous planned and unplanned crashes. Our  bicycles were continuously modified with various paint schemes, decals, and noise making contraptions. These two wheeled vehicles were poor relatives to the ten speed, sleek, thin wheeled racers modeled in the Sears catalog, but our bikes could weather any mud hole or unpaved trail.

In the late 50's, Jolliff Road was a two lane paved county byway. Traffic was light so it was easy to bicycle our way to visit friends, local general stores, and our fishing creeks. The roads hard surface was a composite of gravel and cement held together by black tar. On hot summer days the tar became oozy enough to extract and enjoy. We chewed it and rolled fake cigars from the gooey stuff. Even after granny told us it contained old men's spit and squashed animals, we still found it suitable for chewing and modeling. The road had very narrow grassy shoulders and deep drainage ditches. Occasionally, hoods in their hot rods would scream at us as they closely sped by, and this sometimes caused us to careen into the ditches. Aside from a few nasty scratches and bumped heads, it wasn't all bad because valuable soda bottles worth refunds were hidden among the squirmy creatures and trash in the ditches.

Grandfather Ank grew several rows of gladiola flowers in his garden, and allowed us to sell a few in exchange for digging up his potatoes. Older neighbor folks were our best customers. We sold a bunch of the long multi colored blooms for twenty five to fifty cents each. Once we had earned a dollar or two, and combined with pennies from a few refundable thick soda bottles, we headed to one of the local general stores.

All the nearby country stores were owned by couples living close by. Wampler's was the only store on Jolliff Road, but it had a limited stock of snacks and maintained an irregular schedule. Tignor's Store was a little farther away and it carried lots of good things, but it was a very small place and Mrs. Tignor always seemed anxious for us to leave. The very old Warren couple were just out of our biking range and also had a tiny store. Mr. Warren was locally famous for shooting dead a robber years earlier. Kirchmier's near the Hodges Ferry Bridge was a three or four mile ride, but it was the best stocked store, and Mr. Kirchmier enjoyed all his customers including the kids.

However, our most frequent destination was Weatherly's Store. Mr. and Mrs. Weatherly were the ever present operators, and they maintained a nice sized business featuring an old fashioned stove in the middle of the store surrounded by chairs. The building was one of faded wood planks with a brick base and a roof that was shiny silver tin sheets sporting a few rust spots. Inside it always seemed hazy possibly because Mrs. Weatherly was always sweeping the floor. The wooden floor creaked with every step. Their store carried a shelf of car parts, local vegetables, hardware things, milk, gasoline, tobacco items, tools, guns, kerosene, canned goods, knives, work clothes, farm implements, and a great variety of wonderfully packaged snacks and ice cold drinks. They were very friendly to all their customers.

Whenever we visited Weatherly's we found a group of older men, white and colored, sitting around talking, arguing, and puffing away at their cigarettes and pipes. These friendly old geezers were always ready to tease Tommy and I and then chuckle at our shyness and clumsy responses. Some of the men sported walking sticks. A few were accompanied by their old dogs which were lazily stretched out and sound asleep at their feet.

We carefully contemplated our purchases which usually consisted of a sweet or salty packaged snack and an ice cold, brilliantly colored soda. The combinations were endless, and required time and careful study before our choices could be finalized. Mr. Weatherly always asked once or twice if our selections were final, and sometimes we would make a change. While the big Nehi orange and  strawberry drinks were tasty, and the tiny Brownie brand chocolate milk was delicious, my choice was usually the huge Nehi grape soda. Tommy being a year younger than me was sometimes a copy cat, but tended to choose the bubbly 7-Up or Upper 10 drinks. Mr. Weatherly always had a big metal wash bucket full of drinks covered in chunks of ice near the front door. On a hot summer day after the two mile bicycle trip we would be dripping sweat, and the bucket of ice and drinks was always a refreshing sight. Once we made our drink choice, we turned to the rack of packaged snacks and baked items. It was hard to choose between the twin packs of Twinkies, Hostess Cupcakes, large Moon Pies, bags of chips, popcorn or pretzels. I usually chose a sweet item and Tommy liked the salty snacks. Once our choices were completed and paid for we exited to a bench outside near the single gas pump. From this shady spot we watched and tested each others knowledge in identifying car models. After fifteen or twenty minutes of snacking and slurping our drinks we were off again cycling.

On at least one occasion I can recall, we arrived at Weatherly's without any money, and just three bottles worth only a few cents each. Maybe enough money for a piece of candy or chunk of Bazooka gum, but not enough for a big soda and snack. We were far short of the twenty five to thirty five cents needed for each combo. After spending a lot of  time looking, we admitted to Mr. Weatherly that we were broke. He rubbed his forehead, like he was thinking, and then asked if we thought our dads would mind being charged for our snacks. Without any fore thought, we happily said it would be OK. We got our goodies and they were put on our family accounts. I remember my father grumbled   when he squared up his bill on payday. He was unhappy because I forgot to tell him anything about the transaction.

Our beat up bicycles served us well on rutted dirt lanes as well as paved surfaces for a number of glorious summers. Eventually, Tommy and I traded our bicycles for learners permits then occasional use of the family car. My Roadmaster slowly rusted during my final high school year, and was discarded or given away a few years later when I joined the Army. All the general stores and their unique owner/operators have vanished.  A few years ago my boyhood pal, Tommy, passed from this world. While Jolliff Road still exists it has changed. Its a much busier throughway with a more suburban feel than the rural setting I recall.

Those good times are now gone, but the bicycle memories made along Jolliff Road are sweet and enduring.






Saturday, August 6, 2016

CATHERINE'S WAY ...

She was past ninety and surely knew death would soon be calling. A month or two beyond her birthday party, her body began to fail. She expressed her fears, but probably realized there was no recovery from the final illnesses which had appeared like a dark shadow.

She said the medicines no longer relieved the deep pain. She described the waves and stabs that hurt inside, and ranged from gnawing to throbbing. Sometimes she mentioned a numbness that would overcome her hands or face. Months earlier she had been to many doctors and hospitals, but evidently their medicines and treatments were no longer useful. The last few physician visits ended with a "you're just getting older Mrs. Joyner" comment delivered with a cheery bedside manner.

For mom, the soft gelatin and thickened juices now caused choking sensations while lacking any taste or satisfaction. Sometimes, she wasn't sure of the time or day and spent most hours drifting from sleep to drowsiness, and then back again. Her old companion, the television, became a confusing mix of  sounds and flashes of light. She had lost the strength to open her eyes, smile, or even speak to visitors and attendants on a regular basis. Her condition went from constant drowsiness to comatose. I suspect she could hear greetings and words of encouragement, but couldn't respond. Now only rarely would she briefly open her eyes or release a soft moan.

I'm sure in dreams she remembered the best of yesteryears. A dear husband, friends, family, happy times, her mother and sisters, soft fluffy cats, a plate of deep fried oysters, the music of chirping birds, a very cold beer, the sweet smell of spring flowers, the sound of hillbilly music, the rain, snow, wind, and deep blue skies full of white puffy clouds. In day and night reveries she could probably recall all the good things of the past for I believe her mind was strong though her body was collapsing. I think many memories and thoughts remained loud and alive in her mind. However, I am sure she felt very alone and deeply afraid, yet curious, about the end of her days. She probably wondered if there was a heaven or happy place full of waiting dear friends, family, old pooches, and kittens.

I'm sure that though she couldn't open her eyes or speak, she could hear conversations near her bedside. Once she probably heard " failure to thrive" and while not understanding exactly what it meant, she knew it wasn't a good thing.

I now believe, Catherine decided to find the strength and occasion to say goodbye in a proper way before her fall from life. Too, she may have wanted someone to open the window so she might hear and smell the outside one last time. This would be unusual because in all her years she rarely requested much of anything from anybody. Years earlier, nurses and attendants were amazed by her humble and gentle ways. She apologized for any attention given by staff, and used please and thank you constantly. Her gentility wasn't a trick, but a genuine trait that was endearing to everyone in her world.

In her solitary state she may have pondered what she would say in her final sentence, and if she could summon the strength to open her eyes and speak one last time. Likely, she realized there could be no plan or preparation for the moment, but only hope that the Good Lord would give her the chance and energy.

On a hot July day quickly converted to thunderstorms,  Peggy, Charmaine and I visited. For weeks she had been nearly comatose, and we stopped trying to rouse her from her deep slumber. Not knowing her mental state or hearing ability we whispered words of encouragement and hopes that she would soon be in a better place, then we sat on each side of her bed. Other than the soft purr of her oxygen, the hollow tinkling of lunch trays echoing up and down the hallways, and the patter of rain outside, the room was quiet. Silently we watched our mother and grandmother. Individually remembering the caring and loving lady lying in the bed, we knew she was breathing her last hours and days of life.

After fifteen or twenty minutes of sitting, trading glances indicated our visit was nearing it's end. As was her custom, Charmaine bent over and softly kissed her grandmother and said, "I love you moo moo." Instantly, mom made a deep gurgling sound, opened her eyes which were still a soft blue, and weakly yet clearly said, "I love you too, please open the window."

We were amazed. As quickly as she had looked at us and spoke her eyes and lips closed. We opened the window and let the summer scent of rain flood into the room. We lingered for a few more minutes and left with tears in our eyes and an odd joy over her brief arousal. Later the next morning about 3 AM, I received the call that all children dread, but must someday receive.

For a long time I thought mom's brief awakening was a miracle or an extra ordinary event, but I finally decided that it was simply Catherine's way. We were happy for the moment and will never forget our dear mom and "moo moo."

                                                                       1921-2011

Wednesday, August 3, 2016

WALL STREET JOURNAL - DAILY REVELATIONS

While the WSJ generally favors the status quo of politics, every day it publishes new revelations about the corruption of Hillary Clinton and the two major political parties. It also beats down Donald Trump on a daily basis, but since he has no political record the criticisms are more speculative.

Clinton's ever shifting positions when dealings with Russia and the Middle East reveal an individual
comfortable with appeasement. Her incredible record of foreign deals resulting in huge speaking fees for her and Bill Clinton, and the incredible donations to the Clinton Foundation, beg the question of her self interest and enrichment "trumping" national interests.

The total destruction of Bernie Sanders and any Democratic Party opposition begs the question of super delegates and a rigged nomination system. The facts of leaked and sensitive national security e mails from her personal devices shows her poor judgement. Further, the absence of criminal justice from the FBI & DOJ probes clearly highlight the hand of Barrack Obama blocking any prosecution.

The WSJ may eventually endorse Clinton since it is a major part of the establishment and needs the stability of the status quo. But, some of it's writers and articles expose and explain on an impartial basis the history of her flip flops, self serving official actions, and political weakness. Unlike the slavish devotion to all things good about Clinton and universal hate for Trump reported daily in the New York Times, Washington Post, USA Today, and a vast majority of daily newspapers, the WSJ does offer a bit more balance to it's political reporting and opinion pieces.

I strongly recommend reading WSJ commentary and opinion pieces as a balance to the prejudiced views found in most print media.